HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT? Lyrics

You gonna hate this shit

Have you ever thought that maybe it's you and it's not me

Have you ever wondered why she would've want me

Has it ever occurred to you while you were barking that you look like a bitch that suddenly got heat

Heaven in the room but still got a heartbeat

I'm feeling like a king, I feel like monarchy

Have you had a dream, you were chasing like Aldean

I know that I'm harping

Cuz I've been going for a minute, I ain't even close to finished

I got million dollar goals, that can't even fit the sentence

I don't really want the throne, I just rather independence

And I'm really in the zone, London flowing like a menace

And she really like my tone, know you feeling a little jealous

Call me daddy on the phone, all she think about is sinning

There ain't nothing you and your boy can really do to me

I'm out in this room just penning your eulogy

You can say all this shit to me online

But I know it's easy to hate when you're having a hard time

Really do this shit, not taking it part time

Music ain't a joke, it saved me from dark nights

What do you know about transmuting a feeling that's really bad

And turning it something a little tangible

I had depression too, ambition made it manageable

And it'll cover the bills like Hannibal

Narcissistic personality disorder is the saddest shit that I ever seen

I knew a Amber Heard and I was her Johnny D

She dirtied my image with lies I could never clean

But really I feel sorry for you

Cause someone you look up to was neglecting or harming you

And that shit stays forever

You got broken pieces that'll never fit together

And now you gotta find ways to keep feeding your ego

You starving for attention and it's making you emo

Torturing your BM, thinking no doesn't mean no

Traumatizing the kids, they need stitches like Lilo

Tell your doctor up the dosage

And maybe a refill

I've been driving your ass crazy, well fasten your seatbelt

Cause I'm about to crash out, know I feel a bit evil

You can convince those dummies that haven't seen what I see

That you're some sort of victim hooked up to an IV

I heard it all before, you're a predictable type beat

Smart enough to know she out of your league like Ivy

You got two sides and I'm talking to both

Tell that nice guy he don't ever want the smoke

Tell that demon I've been to hell and back

And I'm willing to raise again if provoked

Tell your therapist you need a session with them

Tell your friend he's mad she didn't leave your ass for him

Tell your failed musician this shit almost made me wanna never hear another fucking lyric again

Tell your followers about your mugshot bitch

You got energy for women but see a man and you switch

Trust, I'm the one that you never wanna meet

Cause I'm giving out karma that hits harder than the beat

Oops, I did it again

Yeah, quit playing with me