diary Lyrics

They started to question my intellect had to switch up how I speak in the music

Parents tweaking cause I told them I did one drug be grateful that I don't abuse it

Get in my mode and put pen to the pad I start writing manuscript like C.S. Lewis

Times get hard wanna crash out but my lil brother watching me so I can't do it

Get in the booth and just speak my mind

Used to dream big and touch that sky

Now I need munyun so I can provide put the dream in my pocket get Nine to five

I ain't trippin' bout work and I need the check

Need to get out my momma house and find rest

Graduation supposed to mean celebration but instead of being happy I'm round here stressed

That's the way that it go and I'm cool with that

Still puttin' it on cause I'm cool like that

Still fly as a kite burn down any mic anytime, any sites cause I'm bool like that

Try to school me, you'll get schooled right back

Too solid, I'll never get duped like that

I don't cry but sometimes I still look up and think about M.L.

Like why they did dude like that

I'm a black man whenever I step out the house

When I wake up I eat or I sit on the couch

Already knowin' they plottin' on takin' me down

I'm movin' different, you ain't playin' me out

I ain't betrayin' my morals for money or clout

You ain't lyin' on me, puttin' words in my mouth

I'ma say what I say and go say it with clarity

You ain't takin' my verbals and shakin' em round

And it took me a minute to get where I'm at

Wasted too many hours, I can't get back

I got so many blunders that make me mad but it is what it is, can't stay in the past

It is what it is, gotta keep on movin

I ain't worried bout you, worried bout what I'm doin

I'm a real bad man like Patrick Ewing

I and I overstand now me have influence

I and I overstand that I must make a way

I can't sit on the couch no more gotta get paid

Still fallin' short, still seekin' grace

Still walkin' through rain, givin' praise to Yahweh

I done did some bad things that I can't explain

And I never tell Sasha cause I'm ashamed

I been livin' with morals and stickin' to code

If I break my code, then let me hang

Never leave any black woman unprotected

If you know you can help out a brother, go help them

Don't put on a front for anybody acceptance

Keep the ladies close and keep an eye on the exit

Be good out your heart, be a vessel of blessing

Don't ask for nothin' back or even expect it

Keep Yahweh first over everything else

Anybody bring harm to your family, stretch em

That's me