Access Lyrics

It's been a couple years now

I finally cried the tears out

I woke up one day and that feeling was gone

The hoping, the heartache, the not moving on

Fear now, there's nothing to fear now

The feeling that you're moving quicker than me

I'm right where I'm meant to be

And you don't get access

Where I've been or who I'm with

My heart or my fingertips

Cause your name's not on my lips

And I couldn't care less

Where you've been or who you're with

Who you love and who you miss

So don't tell me how you're dealing

Cause you don't have access to my feelings

And I'm not mad at you

I've realised that

That we just weren't meant to be and that's okay

If you had stayed it would've got in the way

Those playlists are going to waste cause

I used to be so caught up in yesterday

But now I'm glad I get to say

You don't get access

Where I've been or who I'm with

My heart or my fingertips

Cause your name's not on my lips

And I couldn't care less

Where you've been or who you're with

Who you gave your New Year's kiss

So don't tell me how you're dealing

Cause you don't have access to my feelings

I didn't think I'd ever be able to let you go

But it's the best feeling deep down that I finally know

You don't get access to where I've been or I'm with

My heart or my fingertips

Cause your name's not on my lips

And I couldn't care less

Where you've been or who you're with

We were just two passing ships

So don't tell me how you're dealing

Cause you don't have access to my feelings