he/him Lyrics

June 19 2004

Kid named joseph smith was born

Doctors had a small scare

But then said he was a healthy boy

Twenty years later that kid

Now by the name of Adrian

Had a lot of time to think

He ain't quite a boy anymore

People still call him he

People say he's quite the young man

But Adrian ain't sure

Ain't sure about a damn thing

What the fuck

Is my gender

What the fuck

Is a gender

He/him

That's what they say

He/him

That's what they all say

But I'm not sure

If that's really who I wanna be

I won't say it's wrong

But somedays it ain't right at all

I won't say I know

Just who the fuck I really am anymore

All I know is that

He/him

Doesn't quite fit

But it's also not too tight

He/him

That's right

I'm a man

But not in a cis way

This shit is so hard to explain

I don't even know

The words to start to

So I guess I'll just stop tryin