DISAPPEAR (Original) Lyrics

Stuck inside a freefall

Lost in perpetual recall

You're looking through me like I'm not there

Feels like I'll vanish into thin air

Clinging to what's fading

I'm so tired of just waiting

It's just vacancies and blank stares

But just don't treat me like you don't care

And all the fakeness is making me go numb

Got me wrapped around your finger with your tongue

You pull me back when I'm trying to run

Now my emotions are becoming undone

So many questions unanswered

I thought that I'd learn my lesson

But all you do is keep messing it all up

You messed it all up

Is this all that you wanted

Was it part of your plan

To keep me here just playing

In the palm of your hands

I'm wasted

Drowning in my tears

I try to face it

But you won't let me disappear

I've lost all my feeling from bleeding Internally

I'm praying to find a reason finally break free

I'm chasing

Trying to find a way to just

Erase it

But you won't let me disappear

Your voice is like an echo

That I can't seem to let go

Got me spiraling to nowhere

But you won't let me leave this nightmare

You keep me sedated

With pure desperation

You're so calculated

And I don't deserve this

And I'm Isolated

While my will is fading

And no conversation

Could make me this is love

It's like a sickness that's making me go numb

Ripping all the air out of my lungs

Girl you're really messing me up

You're messing me up

Is this all that you wanted

Was it part of your plan

To keep me here just playing

In the palm of your hands

I'm wasted

Drowning in my tears

I try to face it

But you won't let me disappear

I've lost all my feeling from bleeding Internally

I'm praying to find a reason finally break free

I'm chasing

Trying to find a way to just

Erase it

But you won't let me disappear

Consider the beauty of a rose

It's rich colors inviting you closer

It's intoxicating scent pulling you in

Yet nestled within it's velvety pedals are thorns

Poised to prick any unsuspecting admires who delve too deeply without caution

I don't want to

Have to need you

I'm so confused

But I can't break through

When you say you love me

But I can't believe you

Put my heart on the line

But I still can't reach you

Don't know why I stay

When I've been so misused

I'm caught in a web

That I can't seem to undo

Gave me this sickness that's making me go numb

Got me wrapped around your finger with your tongue

You pull me back when I'm trying to run

Now my emotions are becoming undone

So many questions unanswered

I thought that I'd learn my lesson

But all you do is keep messing it all up

You messed it all up

You messed