In The Eyes Of God Lyrics

And this might be the most pain I will ever feel

When it all comes crashing down this time for real

This time I feel

I broke the seal

And all is realized

The fate of my kind

The doom of my mind

To wander into dark places

To wonder at the black faces

To find my one disguise

To embrace the mask that hides

Those bright burning demon's eyes

In the eyes of god

Who have I not wronged

What have I not done

To incur the wrath of storms coming

To ensure this mortal wounding

Ensnared since I was born

Bare and naked I was torn

From the comfort of the womb

Now entrapped inside this tomb

Where I pontificate to myself

Of truth and meaning and love and fear

And the hatred set upon ourselves

By our undying lustful greed for tears

I will continue trying to ease the pain

But I have no special plans

Not for this world

I am but a stain

A grain of sand

With no place in this world

No place to run

No place to hide

From the beating sun

Except inside my mind

Forever there I shall shine

Alone and unsure

A glow a small spark

The warmth of fur

The cold of dark

Alone and unsure

Leaving no mark

Save a simple scar

Cut deep into my arm

Save me a small spark

Just a small spark

A simple place to start