TREADMILL (LIVE) ft. DilbertJohnson Lyrics

Who woulda thought the pastors sons bastard was gonna grow up to be a dumb drug addict

I hadn't till I had known him as me

And looking back it seems tragic I wish I knew from the jump

Cause I just found out life is real and I'm feeling dumb

I Guess that's why I runaway from everyone and thing

That might be why I runaway from what I want and need

(I run in place)

My lifes just like a treadmill

(I run in place)

How the fuck did I get here?

I guess im gonna moan and bitch bout hopeless shit forever

I don't see the light no more

I'm just gonna hold it in and hope it's getting better

I don't need to to fight no war

Writing real late makes my eyes get sore

I don't really know what I'm fighting for

I'm so bored with this shit

I'm quitting fuck a commitment

Except for my baby

I may need to go and wash the dishes

Fuck this shit

I wish life was simple

I can't hide these dimples I'm a simp

Shit I die a little when she cries

And get so violent toward myself now

Count my breaths talk myself down

You need hell? You can get out

Ay Ay

I think of suicide anytime I lose the vibe

I don't wanna meditate

I just wanna get inside when I fly to heavens gates if ever

I will never die

If I stay inside until the end of times I could sever ties with the world

If I had to