Catching up with myself

Don't got any new friends

I got my car and my bar and my dogs and my old man

And if you'd see me at the pharmacy

I'd say I can't complain

I'm doing okay

Since you went away

Looked up at the time it flew by

Has it really been that long

Since you been gone?

If you could see me now would you be proud?

Oh I guess we'll never really know

Too bad you had to go so

Soon, without you

I became a someone I might've never could

I'm catching up with myself

Don't got any new friends

I got my car and my bar and my dogs and my old man

And if you'd see me at the pharmacy

I'd say I can't complain

I'm doing okay

Since you went away

It's hard for me to tell you how I feel

I put up a shield and say it's all cliche

You say sorry, I say it's okay

There's nothing left for me to say

I lost you another day

Let's get real, you never knew me

I'm speaking from the heart

It may not make sense but it's true

I'm getting high as a kite

Don't got much on my mind

I may be drinking a bit too much

But I think it's fine

And this summer's been so hot all I want

Is to die inside

But I decided

To take the train all the way to Far Rockaway

Stayed at the beach the whole damn day

The sky was grey

All I brought was just me and my black bikini

Nobody can see me

On the escalator I thought you had a stained glass kind of eyes

I'm doing fine

I'm catching up with myself

Ain't got any new friends

I got my car and my bar and my dogs and my old man

And if you'd see me at the pharmacy

I'd say I can't complain

I'm doing okay

Since you went away