Lament Of Non-Wisdom Lyrics

I feel lost and so hopeless. I feel gone from my soul

But whenIi realize that the pain has left me now

It's only time before I feel it some more

Won't you please help me? Dear god, can anybody hear me

I'm just sitting here, letting time pass by in my empty room with darkness

I sit and cry. The only thing I think of is sorrow

And I don't have the strength to see tomorrow

I need someone's help, anyone's. Just please help me

I'm opening up and as honest I can be

It's at night and I'm all alone. There's just me and my talent

I'll remain at home, alone. Yes, I have friends who care for me

But they have time themselves for them to be free

They must live on with their lives and I must go on with mine

But it's hard, I know, when there's nothing to find. Show me a light

Show me anything for I need it so and I need it more

I feel empty and lost inside; though I know I've tried

It's a pain I can never hide. Oh how I tried to leave it, to lose it

To give it away, but it stays. The tears from my eyes are not real

but they are there. That's what I feel. If there is a god

I hope he helps me for now. I'm too blind to see

Is this a dream? I don't know

Everywhere I turn, I don't know where to go

I see a friend of mine walking all alone

But now she's gone, I'm stranded here, on my own

Without the love of hers to guide me, where do I go

I don't know, I don't know

Will somebody get me out of here, just get me home

I was once a man who felt no pain, but that was a lie I was living

There was nothing to gain. My own stupidity has blinded me in this life

Will you God, if there is a god, please help me make it through all right

More than one god? There are more than one god? There are more

There is more! There is no God, that's what I believe

All that I've searched for, there's nothing I can perceive

For my perceptions are clattered by the clouds in the sky

Never did I thought of suicide. Never did I thought of dying

Would someone please heal my sickness? Get me well

Get me out of here! I'd rather be in hell

I can't begin to describe how I feel, though I know it's real

Oh, what can I do? I love you! All of you! Yes, I do

Every single one of you

Does that not deserve the right to be saved by all of you

Or be killed by all of you? But then I realized

And then I start to see it all. And then I see, all there's left is me