STOP SELF SABOTAGING Lyrics

Uh Borderline bipolar

Chip on my shoulder

Chocolate chick hit my line said she need more of

hmph sorry I ain't say it

I just left it there to smolder

I'm tryna go further than my quota

I want a Presi on my wrist

Without fixed voters No machines

Just authentic human beings

Not the ones who just come around for the nice things

I like to think that I'm a good person

I'll make a conversation worth it

So stop focusing on splurging

My want for self growth is always urgent

I stay determined

I got a hunger to flourish

Like I'm malnourished a divergent

So different from my gen

Lord please protect my kin

Cause the system hates seeing my skin win

I advise you get on board

Or just fucking drown

Cause either or ima score

With nobody around

The nonsense ain't allowed

Keep my middle fingers up

At whoever ain't proud

Cause I came such a long way

The journey left scars

That I don't always display

And before I'm in the sky

Will I get my bouquet

I hope my memory never fades

On my downfall I wonder who prays

Used to self medicate everyday

A natural born great

Came into this world in the month after may

And may I ask this

Are you a wimp or a pit

When they talking bout the best

Better throw me on the list

Even though they underrate

My talent is evident

Everything that I create is evidence

Everything that I say is genuine

Why every time y'all drop it's tenuous

Y'all be moving so emulous

With age and pain

Came my intelligence

And I'm still learning never close minded

Always seeking better guidance

But I do my best with what I was provided

When you doing good

People want to make an alliance

My thoughts giant

I think outside the box not the type to be compliant

Gotta keep trying tired of crying

I'm tired of crying

Yea but sometimes I be tired nigga

Try to control my reactions from trauma triggers

but my skin got thicker

Not just my pockets need my mind richer

At y'all I'm taking shots

Ask the Doc bout ya liver

Every time I'm on the mic

Best believe that I deliver

Sending shivers

To those who undermine my climb

It's usually me

Stop self sabotaging