Sibling Seperation Lyrics

I have a letter I've written to

A few people

That I really just wanna say something to

To my brother Michael

People love me and my personality

So rest assure

Be happy to know that it ain't mine

I'ts really yours

I've seen you light up rooms

Be the one who they adore

Make so many laugh

Even when I know your heart was sore

Your selfish moments, arguments

That I can't ignore

There's certain things you changed into

I never seen before

I forget you lost your father

Time was never kind

Man of the house

The blind would always lead the blind

Young boy

I know they beat the happiness right out of you

I wish we had the chance to grow up

Like them brothers do

We grew up to survive

Survivors guilt I know it's true

I love you, I hope you heal

Everything they put you through

And to my sister Tafi

I never mean't to go so ghost

But there's some pain

That just never left with your folks

I know the timing bad

You needed your family most

No family left the same

To ever love your baby close

I miss my niece

Sincerely

And it's sad to see

The only time she'll ever see me

Is put on TV

But sis you sounding like your mother

And it's scaring me

I can't stay in the same rooms with the people

Who would trigger me

I swear I'm calmer

Laidback, because of you

I hope the love in your home

Is really cherished too

You have another brother

Reconnect your youth

Trust me I'll call and talk

When I'm ready to.

And to my sister Lailah

Hope you give em hell

And to my stepbrothers

Hope you doing well

And to my second mother

And to my second mother

Loved my like no other

And to my sister Mia

You been my rock,

Held me down in every way

I need ya

You know we locked

I promise that I'll never leave ya

Brought me in I felt like a burden

I know we argue

Didn't understand how you were hurting

You been through what we been through

All of it, everything combined

You've seen and gone through so much

And still stayed so kind

I get frustrated

I know you're older but a naive mind

Make mistakes in ways

That would cost me more than dimes

So push through

And make room

Even when you don't have it

I need you

More than you need me

I'm not dramatic

Even when the kids and life get too problematic

I'm here anytime to listen

No matter how traumatic

Austin be the name they'll shout out

To the highest heights

Y'all made y'all sacrifices

So I won't waste this life

I'm a Bronx baby, but Mount Vernon's finest

Went through too much pain

So I'll never hide it

Self Sabotage