THEY JUST WANT YOU TO DIE Lyrics

My pain is what you laugh at, marvel over in leisure

I hope the heart breaking in my side ull please ya

I pray the blood reach ya, I hope the broke bones become a teacher

No wonder why my cuts keep flowing

Cuz it's provocative and gets people going

So I stumble and fall just for ya smile baby, I know it's sounds crazy

But you've been all that's on my mind lately

So now I'm staggering drunk, and at the bridge

I'm jumpin off twice for you and then the kids

I might just go live or might bring the crew out

Or why not both, look at the crowd that I drew out

Next be the blade that draws the line vertical

Hold the applause for real, it gets surgical

Hold the shotty square in my mouth and blow the brains out

It gets so much better, just watch as it plays out

Cuz death really ain't the same no more

Yo we shoot yea we bang, we don't hang no more

And it's all for the joy in your life, so they don't want you cry

They don't want you to win, they just want you to die

But not before I do my dance tonight

My pain is what you gawk at, choking for all your pleasure

I hope the overdose inside the vines feed ya, I hope your mind leaves ya

Or we could celebrate a fine seizure

It's no wonder why my guts keep flowing

Cuz it's provocative and gets yall going

I hurt myself so you can smile baby, don't even try to save me

Cuz death is all that's on my mind lately

So now I'm drunk and high ~ going eighty

Put my seat back then I the pushed the pedal to Hades

Flipped the car twice and got up and I could see clear

So ain't no need for an ovation because I'm still here

I punched a hole in the glass until I bled out

Flow it slowed down so I tried to squeeze the rest out

Vision blurry too weak I couldn't even do it for you

And weeks later man I tried to take a bullet for you

And life really ain't as bad as it looks

But I guess it all depends on the last one you took

And it's all in the name of a God, so they don't want you to try

They don't want you to win, they just want you to die

But not before I do my dance tonight