all i deserve Lyrics

Yesterday I saw you polarized

I don't see you being my wife

Because love ain't supposed to take its time

Nah, it's more a nice surprise

And I just didn't realize

That true love would take its time

And It'll come to me when God thinks that I need it right

So that's what it comes to

Girl, I'm not in love with you

Feels like you're being forced to

Makes me so uncomfortable

And now my insecurities are causing me to mess up

I'm stuck inside the gym, I'm trying to ego lift and bench press

But don't think your life's over yet

No, Jake, there's still hope

Just listen to the lyrics to your music from two years ago

Now you could learn a thing or two

Now here's to 25'

This is when it starts

And my competition begins to rise

These barriers seem oversized

I leveled up and changed my mind

Books and tests, the study grind

And soon I'll finally own my life

Then I think I'll realize

No one shares my interests

Guess even my best friend

He gon' make some brand new friends

I think some silence is what I'm in need of this time

I think my volume's way too turnt to charm them this time

Stops me from making a friend

So I'm staying such a freak

I just sat right by the creek

And cried a river full of tears

Now here's a message to a boy in my position

Please enjoy your youth, surrounded by those on a mission

Parties isn't everything,not where you find a mistress

There ain't love just lust and that's a thing that you won't miss, yeah

I know my past's super dark

It's time to sit down, time to charge

Mentally it's draining, but I know I still can see a light

Test on tests, I'm stuck in school, I'm giving all of my might

I know that they all hate me, but I won't go down without a fight