i forgot how to be happy Lyrics

Oh my god I'm legal now

Don't know if 12 year old me is proud

'Cause I'm not famous, but I'm a success

I'm not rich, but I got what I dreamt

Choosin' myself over being the best

I forgot how to be happy

Haven't felt that since 2019

Please don't go away

Happiness stay with me

And all of my thoughts are finally shifting

From "I am the worst" to "it's not on me"

Please don't go away

Happiness stay with me

Delusions wrapped in hollywood diction

I developed toxic ambition

Comparison's paralyzed me in bed

Makin' friends with the angel of death

I fought to beat my own demise

Allowin' myself to live my life

I forgot how to be happy

Haven't felt that since 2019

Please don't go away

Happiness stay with me

And all of my thoughts are finally shifting

From "I am the worst" to "it's not on me"

Please don't go away

Happiness stay with me

Maybe it's my dark humor talking

But when my friends threw me a party

It hit me that all these people's lights

Wouldn't keep shining if I died

All of the nights that I spent sobbing

All of the times my heart was throbbing

God I hope I don't relapse

Scared to relive my haunted past

I forgot how to be happy

Haven't felt that since 2019

Please don't go away

Happiness stay with me

And all of my thoughts are finally shifting

From "I am the worst" to "it's not on me"

Please don't go away

Happiness stay with me

I forgot how to be happy

Haven't felt that since 2019

Please don't go away

Happiness stay with me

And all of my thoughts are finally shifting

From "I am the worst" to "it's not on me"

Please don't go away

Happiness stay with me