SELF CARE (Bonus Track) Lyrics

I just need to phone a friend

Maybe I just need some help

I might just fall off of this ledge

Holding up everybody else

All my days been looking cloudy, can you blow 'em all away?

I let all this time go by me waiting on some better days

I just need a little sun

So can you come and light me up?

Got so much baggage on my mind, TSA ain't let me through

I'm just driving autopilot, when I crash I get confused

So I chase after the Son

I know that light gon' be enough

I need some time to catch my breath

I got so used to all this pain inside my chest

I'm afraid to tell the world that I'm a mess

I was gullible, I know that glass ain't full

I'm left lookin like the fool

The Bible told me that I'm blessed

Who got the joy when my heart feels so depressed?

I forgot just how it feels to find some rest

It's so hard to know that I'm someone to you

They say life is way too short, but how am I supposed to live it?

My cup is empty, I ain't even get to sip it

But how can I complain?

I don't deserve this grace

They say walk just like the Lord, but every step has got me tripping

Oh, this life just ain't a life until you live it

So how can I complain?

I'm drowning in your grace

I wanna fix all your problems but don't want you knowing mine

That prison used to be a playground, now it's locking up my mind

How did life end up like this?

I miss when I could be a kid

Now little Dyllie's growing up but there's a little boy inside

Scared to death of how they gon' react to all the things I hide

My therapist said that I give too much, I get it

Self care? Man, I say eff it

I need some time to catch my...huh

I got so used to all this pain inside my chest

I'm afraid to tell the world that I'm a mess

I was gullible, I know that glass ain't full

I'm left lookin like the fool

The Bible told me that I'm blessed

Who got the joy when my heart feels so depressed?

I forgot just how it feels to find some rest

It's so hard to know that I'm someone to you

They say life is way too short, but how am I supposed to live it?

My cup is empty, I ain't even get to sip it

But how can I complain?

I don't deserve this grace

They say walk just like the Lord, but every step has got me tripping

Oh, this life just ain't a life until you live it

So how can I complain?

I'm drowning in your grace

They say life is way too short, but how am I supposed to live it?

My cup is empty, I ain't even get to sip it

But how can I complain?

I don't deserve this grace

They say walk just like the Lord, but every step has got me tripping

Oh, this life just ain't a life until you live it

So how can I complain?

I'm drowning in your grace