Dimension III (Prologue) Lyrics

Heaven can't have you cause I need ya

I hope it goes well at your medical procedure

I keep ya close to me wherever you may be

I can be crossing the street and I'll see you in a reflection looking back at me

Love can say the craziest things

But find somebody you can trust and there'll never be an ounce of love

Because trust is just a concept that we have

But love is a feeling you like to talk about in rehab

These feelings will pass

I'm sure of that

Still dwelling the past

But I can't own that

Losing you I never had the thought

You were always someone I could count on when I'm lost

Now that you're gone; I'm so lost

I can't find myself can't find me

Can't see myself can't see me

Why did you have to leave me

My new life will cost me my old one

Bought me a new soul I sold my old one

Thought'd it'd get you back but it didn't cause they lied

But I never went down without a fight

So when people talk shit I can't say that I aint tried

I would trade myself so you can have your life

You deserve your life full of kindness and happy

I do nothing for anybody that's why I stick to rapping

You were my best friend and you're gone

Still talking to you at the dinner table like nothing was wrong

You started choking up your food I knew something was wrong

But you'd get through it like all your other problems

But this time you didn't have it in you

You were so strong never though I'd have to miss you

I wasn't even in town when you passed im guilt tripping

Because I wasn't there to talk to you one more time I'm still tripping

Because where was I even

I don't even remember

Clearly not important because I wasn't there with you

I miss you so much like everyday

Thinking about the past like everyday

Sitting by your bedside like everyday

Talking about my future like everyday

Hoping you could be there when I graduate

Walked in the room

Nothing could prepare me

Windowless and gloom

Dark and so scary

I see you laying there motionless and puffed

My first thought was what the fuck

This can't be true i can't lose you now

I need you and I'm finally figuring life out

You're my rock my guide

The one who held me down from the cloud

The one who taught me life and what it's about

Now we'll never talk again you'll never make a sound

Now I'll never know if I ever made you proud

In the hospital room

Your family gathered around

Everybody crying a room full of sounds

Marlina walked in and she started bawling

You'll never ever get the chance to see your

Great-grandchildren crawling

That really got to me so i start tearing up

Gotta stay strong tho brain grinding my gears up

Never thought it'd come true my biggest fear in of

Everybody left the room now it's just us

Best friends forever till death do us part

Had a private conversation; one from my heart

Hugged your body I've never felt you so cold

Almost 90; so glad you made it that old

Had a beautiful life; now you're dancing up in heaven

With Grandpa and the bass of John Lennon

If missing you is a crime I guess I'm a top felon