Missing The Party Lyrics

I feel like

Missing the party wasn't such a bright idea

Cause I'm extroverted

I always preferred a person who could light me up

What ever happened to best days of our lives?

I'm tryna keep my eyes set on what is right

Bad situations got me stressed inside

I don't feel right

Yeah

I'm losing my grip on what strengthened me

This noose on my neck could be best for me

The news on the net is depressing me

But too many people invest in me

Financial freedom and then we'll see

Forgetting the people who dead to me

Reflecting the people I'll never meet

Helping the people especially

The ones who always stood next to me

I love that they seeing a better me

In touch but I let it be

I'm ready to hear the right remedy

Only so much I can do with these melodies

Healing em medically but I can't rest in peace

Uh

I feel like

Missing the party wasn't such a bright idea

Cause I'm extroverted

I always preferred a person who could light me up

What ever happened to best days of our lives?

I'm tryna keep my eyes set on what is right

Bad situations got me stressed inside

I don't feel right

A lot of things happened over these past couple years that fucked me up

People I loved that betrayed my trust still might fuck em up

Know what I said but I ain't say enough

Could have been my brother but you played too much

Off your game too much

Acting like a child but you say you're tough

And you blaming us?

Huh

And after, I could never be the same

Through habits, gotta get a better brain

It happened, knowing that I can't complain

But once you feel a way

You don't feel the same

And I miss the days I could fly away

Fly away

But I gotta stay grounded

Gotta provide for my family

Lifestyle, keeping it balanced

Wil' out but only on stages

Write down in all of these pages

My trials and my tribulations

Find out what it's like to be famous

Level up everything

And I mean everything

Yeah, getting a better life

Giving a better life to all the people I love

No matter how much I give, it never feels like enough

And no matter where I live, I always live with myself

And that's tough

I wish I felt what people felt when they look to sky above

But I don't believe I'm tryna believe in myself

But if I gotta gain from all this pain, I will

I will, I will, I will

I will, I will

I will, I will, I will

I feel like Missing the party wasn't such a bright idea

Cause I'm extroverted

I always preferred a person who could light me up

What ever happened to best days of our lives?

I'm tryna keep my eyes set on what is right

Bad situations got me stressed inside

I don't feel right