Life Hasn't Been Very Kind To Me Lyrics

My first love was more toxic than Chernobyl

Even through the red flags, I still tried to stay hopeful

But the longer I had hope, the more her grip grew tighter on me

I'd fight her calmly

But that would ignite her, oddly

Welcome to my odyssey

It's filled with confident manipulation and incompetent dishonesty

For years on end without a single genuine apology

My lyrics can't begin scratch the surface of this failed romantic circus

When I knew that it was time to try emotional self service

Who would think that I'd get blamed because Chernobyl got deserted?

And although my life won't be the same all thanks to these trust issues

I still think it's time to move on and just say

"I forgive you"

Sometimes I believe that life is pretty blood thirsty

'Cause I don't think it would hurt to go and show a little mercy

Yeah, life hasn't been very kind to me

I don't think this shit is right for me

Sometimes I believe that life is pretty blood thirsty

'Cause I don't think it would hurt to go and show a little mercy

Yeah, life hasn't been very kind to me

I don't think this shit is right for me

My Mum kicked to the streets, when I was sixteen

Which drove me to the drugs, only recently got clean

I was a junky; a fiend

A battle best left unseen

It drained me like a ravine

It weren't as bad as it seems

It was a lot worse

Don't you find it funny how God works?

Maybe I was meant to live this life so you could drop your guard at my verse

If I could get through to someone, it would make my pain worth while

But I don't blame you Mum, 'cause I know I was a bad child

Thank you for kicking me out, it forced me to grow up

I don't know where I'd be right now if I was still that little screw up

My soul got retouched

And now I'm not afraid to say

"Mum, I love you so much" but

Sometimes I believe that life is pretty blood thirsty

'Cause I don't think it would hurt to go and show a little mercy

Yeah, life hasn't been very kind to me

I don't think this shit is right for me

Sometimes I believe that life is pretty blood thirsty

'Cause I don't think it would hurt to go and show a little mercy

Yeah, life hasn't been very kind to me

I don't think this shit is right for me