its just my ego (eph's song) /demo Lyrics

Do you remember what you said to me when you had taken LSD last summer in a holy land

You were on the train, the chemicals had infiltrated your biblical brain

And you called me just to tell me that life was like a video game

That none of us remember signing up to play

But we all play it anyway

I think about the things you said that day

I don't know the rules to this

I don't have the tools for this

I just cry until I can't

And I try to find cheat codes

But it's just my ego

Making sense of specs of sand

I don't like this game it's not fair

I chuck the board and pieces go flying everywhere

I don't like this game it's not fair

I'm not having fun anymore and it crushes me how much I care

'Til I look up and there's confetti floating in the air

I don't know the rules to this

I don't have the tools for this

I just cry until I can't

I try to find cheat codes

But it's just my ego

Making sense of specs of sand

And oh dear God, I hope you can forgive me

When I become everything you don't want

When the vision of me you once saw so clearly

Is ruined and you realize you made it all up

So tell me when it kicks in,

All the medication you prescribe

For the headache you gave yourself on purpose

Haven't you learned this?

It's the final level and you've died on every try