FLASHBACKS Lyrics

I'm fucked up

You're fucked up

It's fucked up

I'm fucked up

I'm fucked up

It's fucked up

Lately I've been dealing with the flashbacks

Sometimes I forget that I really can't have that

Really can't have you

Security for my mind had to ban you

Reminded wherever I step

That you said you liked my shoes, huh

Had to get news, my issues taking up all my tissues

Misused happy pills when it fits you, needed the music to drown out the noise

I know it's pathetic, I don't even tell my boys

Cause I could get rambling till they annoyed

But it wouldn't change a thing

The phone don't ring and I really don't think no more

Maybe repression, can't call it regression cause really I'm growing

Really I'm knowing it all will be fine

When I sit beside myself I can find unwind

Through when I sit inside myself, it sucks

I don't wanna bother you

Maybe I know that you don't give a fuck

Really I know that it's really not worth it

I know my purpose and you ain't that

Drew all your shade till my heart turned black

I try to find love but I can't go back

Wish I could say that you ruined me

But

I

Know that you just helped me deal with the fool in me

There was no fooling me

You made it clear

Glad that you gave me a reason to hate you

Good for me knowing I can't ever date you, cannot replace you

Now I know even the best ain't shit

Now I know when it gets tough split

All the pain, the sorrow, the searching

Really ain't shit but wasted time

Fuck it I'm better

Fuck it I'm fine

(Fuck it I'm better)

(Fuck it I'm fine)

I've learned

I've burned what you said in my head

It won't ever work

But I get obsessive that's one of my quirks

Remember the first

We ain't even fuck

Connected in word

But now you in bars

Paying for drinks with flirts

I'm cursed

I got the images stuck and rehearsed

And then it gets worse

When I get creative

I almost cry when I sing about you and I hate it

But I know you're blameless

Baby, I know you're fucked up too

Baby, I know that they fucked with you

Life is a cycle, I'm just a part of the circle

Life is a knife, if you take a risk it might hurt you

Scars don't heal, hurt people hurt people

That's real

The sharper it gets, the less that you feel

I'm fucked up

You're fucked up

It's fucked up

You're fucked up

I'm fucked up

It's fucked up

I'm fucked up

You're fucked up

It's fucked up

You're fucked up

I'm fucked up

It's fucked up