I am not fine Lyrics

Yeah yeah yeah I'm 10-4 we got you nigga Open up that door I know you in there Open up that hole

Ooh we got a lot to talk about my nigga Just you know so much

I am not fine Dark is my brain I don't know what they want from me

Speaking everything but nobody really cares what I got to say

Gotta take a breath cause nobody wanna listen to this darkness

Every single time I rant nobody wanna listen to me but my girlfriend

Man that's crazy My own family didn't even believe in my music

What is that bullshit? I don't even know

Gotta rap every single time cause I gotta show who I can blow

But nobody care gotta make this music on my own

But everything I do in my past I say the same thing

So what? Gotta repeat myself cause nobody wanna listen to me

But I gotta keep on doing the same thing like Kendrick Lamar

Wait try to do something different but they don't really care

They don't even wanna stream my music but then they say they support it

What kind of shit is that? I got so many things in my brain but nobody wanna do

Explain it nobody want to hear it

Then I tell the doctors how I really feel but they don't even care

Take that medicine and it makes me feel like shit okay okay

I am not fine I am not fine

I am not fine I am not fine

I am not great I am not the greatest

Everybody think I'm the greatest cause I'm the artist they listen to

Okay wait give me another break I can just explain my things

and get my back seat cause I can't deal with this stress no more

Jump off a bridge that is the way No wait wait wait wait

Gotta do some explaining cause nobody can run away from the pain that I cause

I don't really care but I do care I say that to cover up everything I did in my past

Look I am not fine I am not great

Greatest time in my brain Then I gotta do everything right in my time

Okay wait gotta do the same thing every single time

Then my brain say it's okay but I know it's not

But I gotta run away from the past okay

Wait run from the past this is it

I gotta smoke that gas cause this only way it can numb that pain

Ain't no way for that brain stem in my mind Won't go away so I must die

I gotta die or self demise

Hey girl I don't even know what you talking about For real careful

I mean you just gotta get over that shit Yeah take this Smoke it up

This is a get ready okay my nigga

Oh yeah give me my gun

Shit we gotta hit a lick