Reflections Lyrics

Family ties, I fantasize about days when they said I'm the one

Feel like it went to my head because I can't stop pumping my head with this nonsense

Give you a piece of my conscience

Tryna find the line between this arrogance and confidence

Do me a solid what do y'all suggest, but

As I digress

I found the finer things in my Godliness

I've been told that I'm the reason people leaving can we have a meeting cause

I got some questions

Was it my life or was it the lessons I'm learning

Discerning the things of this world or discovering purpose

Like will it be worth in the end

Do you find your worth in a benz

Do you find your worth in the sin

I see my brother is hurting and satan is working like he got my boy on the strings

I see depression

I see the lessons I'm learning would help if he just let me in

I seen the pain in his eyes you cannot disguise the things that are happening within

So It's kinda hard to see him

I'm tryna hit the stage like colosseum

And tell em what you taught me like I'm hard of reading

And give em what they need no body fiending

And if I wrote it down then I probably mean it

And honestly been

Thinking bout my pops, should I call to see him but

Been thinking bout my pops, should I call to see him, What

What did I do for your mercy cause I know that I ain't been holding you up

What did I do to deserve you cause I know that you have been running my cup

Over with love can you show me to trust

Like you hold me like can you show me that you enough

And that my present feelings ain't got nothing on you cause it's getting kinda tough

Got my heart hung low cause when my anger comes its blows at the people close to me

So I'm tryna go and reconcile

I know it takes a while, denial been playing since a little child

I apologize to the people that's been caught up in the cross fires of emotions off the wire

On occasion my heart desire to skip on the word cause I overthink if something true

Should I be looking for revelation or should revelation come from You

I don't wanna force nothing but I don't wanna miss you when You move

This send my brain in spiral when I cant decide if I'm tryna confide in the book

But I can't hide from the Most High

Cause He where I hide when I'm shook

I heard if I die then I might find life, So I take kind to the push

Praying and bringing requests to him

So I can find peace reap blessed doings

The lessons repeat so we kept viewing for real