what it meant to me? Lyrics

I just wanted to know

Could you save me

I don't need it no more

Can you still love me

I've been fucked up you see

I've been trying

I've been mourning

I've been hoping for you to see me now

I've been fucked up you see, still

I've been falling off, see, you see?

I've been stuck forever here

I wonder what it meant to me

Curse me, I've been falling out in your dreams

Cause I am waiting for you to decide if you love me

Wonder if I'm not in your notion

Wonder what you believe in for

You've been silent

I've been praying

Hope it ended now

I've been searching

I've been waiting

I've been reckless no

I've been falling off in, deep

Cause the way that you acting lets your ego aside

I don't know what you want, I couldn't be more?

I've been trying

Don't know exactly why

I've been stuck forever here

I wonder what it meant to me?