The Distance Lyrics

I feel like I won nothing

I wouldn't be me without a heavy heart

It's just too much going on

So tell me

Do you know your words had cut so deep?

Been standing on my own

But my knees feel weak

Tryna live my life on one HP

Enduring all this pain, getting hard to summarize

Last August caught me by surprise

I don't want you to see the pain in my eyes

I can feel the distance between you and I

Feeling distant from myself and my peers

If I speak to you, will you have the heart to hear

Every time I look around, nobody's near

Hope I see real ones when the smoke clears

Hope I see real ones

Hope I see my family

Yeah, Yeah

But maybe it's all in my mind

Positives are getting harder to find

You did me wrong, now I'm crossing the line, yeah yeah

I've been learning to be mindful of it all

All I ever wanted was to see my brother ball

And word got around that you wanted us to fall

How am I your enemy, you the root of it all

Niggas out here making stories up, they sounding delusional

Nah you can't box me in, I ain't fit for no cubicle

Youngins in high school, sing my songs like a musical

You didn't have the vision, but I guess that's the usual

Oh you, oh you gotta love it

I stay getting better, and this is just a product of it

Word around the town, I seem to be the hottest subject

Know it's been a year, but the boys back in public

Tryna kill everything I'm my own, that's on me

Shedded off who I was that's how it's supposed to be

Then I start reminiscing about you and me

Guilt tryna show me something I don't wanna see

We fall back for a minute

Broke your heart, now we're finished

We fall back for a minute

Back for a minute, where you went baby

It was all me

Still feeling guilty

This ain't how it's supposed to be

I guess that love isn't meant for me

It was all

It was all me

It was all

It was all me

Yeah

It's been some time since we last spoke

And this is gonna sound like a bad joke

It's been some time since we last spoke

And this is gonna sound like a bad joke

Knight Rider shi

Tears on the phone man I can't sleep at night

The pain that I caused you ain't the way of life

I know that I gotta pay the price

We got close when you told me how you feel

Deep down I knew I wasn't ready, needa heal

Fast forward to last year, feeling indifferent

Kept you a secret cause I couldnt handle distance like damn

Lucky to be your man

Can't say sorry, you don't think I understand

Looking in the mirror like, boy you need some help

How can I tell you I've been loving someone else

How could I

Oh, how could I

How could I

Now it's an awkward exchange

The world we created won't be the same

But you still forgave me, are you insane

The things that I done, I know you're still in pain

But that's not me and I need to change

Can't move out of spite, it was all me

Your heart was my kingdom but I threw away the key

I did this to myself and this is where I'm supposed to be

Yeah yeah, For real