There Are Some Things I'd Rather Not Say Lyrics

I've got one year left till I fall apart

I don't go outside, I just stay in and make art

And I really thought I had that at least

But now I'm not so sure

It's not fair I made friends

Just to lose them all again

I buried the body of the old me

Beneath the ocean floor

Don't know what I'm more afraid of

Hurting someone or getting hurt

Or maybe I just can't tell which one's worse anymore

My mantra, I've just got to make it to winter break

And brace for the avalanche of all my past mistakes

But it's okay

It's all the same

(There's a voice in my head and it says...)

"Don't cry, nobody's listening

Don't scream, nobody's here

Don't panic, you know you're alone

And nothing can hurt you here

And isn't this better? (But it's okay)

Isn't this what you prefer?

Oh, isn't this better? (It's all the same)

Rather feel numb than hurt anymore"

I've got one year left till I fall apart

I've got one year left till I fall apart

I've got one year left till I fall apart

I've got one year left till I fall apart