Wondering Lyrics

Trying with this broken heart upon my shoulders

Trying to go to work without care in the world

While your out with your friends

Talking about how you feel so free

Without me in it

Just knowing that makes me my heart

Break every damn time

I tried calling your phone to see if we can talk

But you keep letting the phone ring

Wish I could've seen that I was loved

I never seemed to be good enough for your love

Your love it was just enough to get me off my feet

Praying this feeling will last me long enough

I would trade it all just feel like my old self again

After all this time I wonder if it's still worth it

I would trade it all just feel like my old self again

After all this time I wonder if it's still worth it

I''m still wondering

I've contemplated death more times than you would think

I'm thankful every day I was afraid of the knife

I was left alone with me; it pushed me to the blink

Until somebody showed me just how special is a life

I couldn't see what really mattered then

And now I see the value of a friend

If you'd have asked me in those moments if I could escape that Hell

I would never ever imagined I'd be doin' quite this well

Wish I could've seen that I was loved

I never seemed to be good enough for your love

Your love it was just enough to get me off my feet

Praying this feeling will last me long enough

I would trade it all just feel like my old self again

After all this time I wonder if it's still worth it

I would trade it all just feel like my old self again

After all this time I wonder if it's still worth it

I''m still wondering