Discography Lyrics

I always make sad songs

When I try to make 'em happy it just feels wrong

I let it all out on the page

And for a moment the pain is almost gone

But then my entire discography

Becomes a list of painful memories

I'm holding on to every pain

In every song I ever wrote

I listen and my mind is back to how it was

I listen and my mind is back to how it was

I listen and my mind is back to how it was

I listen and my mind is back to how it was

I wonder if it's the reason I'm alone

I wonder if it's the reason I can't let go

Cause I document it all and the emotions are trapped instead of moving on

I wonder if this is the reason I'm alone

(huh)

I wonder if this is the reason I keep coming back for more

So I sit and feel my feelings on shuffle

and I can't stand it anymore

It's how I deal with my problems

When I'm sad when I'm alone when I miss her

I write what's in my heart and in my heart there's pain and more

And I admit I should commit to writing more about the good times

But damn it writing all this shit out is everything I got

Everything that made me who I am

Helped me understand what was going through my brain

Deal with loss conflict suffering and pain

Heartbreak Loneliness and broken dreams

Relive the pressure on the page instead of feeling in my head like a migrane

I hope I can live a life where

I write what I feel and happy shit comes out

(Huh)

I know I can make it happen but for now

I have to love every step that breaks my back

Every day I have to love feeling helpless

Cause only then I could help my self

I have this dream it's gonna be real

And I have to love the journey there I have to love it

(And I have to love the journey there I have to love it)

Yeah I always make sad songs

When I try to make 'em happy it just feels wrong

I let it all out on the page

And for a moment the pain is almost gone

But then my entire discography

Becomes a list of painful memories

I'm holding on to every pain

In every song I ever wrote

I listen and my mind is back to how it was

I listen and my mind is back to how it was

I listen and my mind is back to how it was

I listen and my mind is back to how it was

Fuck

I don't wanna die today

I don't wanna die tommorrow either

Baby could you take it away

Baby could you make it all go numb for me