Methamphetamines Lyrics

We were wandering the desert

Like it's been 40 days and 40 nights

And I still ain't been treating right

Well I can hear what he don't say in his voice

He says, "Baby girl, you need a man instead of a little boy."

I was only 19

He was high on methamphetamines

But he'd drop, drop anything for me

I believe that's true

And I ended up stuck in a trailer park with a drunk that would get mean and wouldn't get clean for me

So do I dream about what it would be

If I was with him and he was with me

He loved me though he never had me

He showed me what I deserve

I often think about him and hope he's happy with her

He never touched me

He never felt my skin

He loved me though he never had me

I'll never feel so loved again

In and out of rehab he went

Little luck and letters sent

And a whole lotta money spent

I'm still using in lack of better words

Givin' everything I got and gettin' nothing in return

Before it was over

He did good and got sober

And I saw him from time to time

He moved out east with a girl he got clean with

Who relapsed real fast after that

What if I was with him

And he was with me

He loved me though he never had me

He showed me what I deserve

I often think about him and hope he's happy with her

He never touched me

He never felt my skin

He loved me though he never had me

I'll never feel so loved again

We were parked on the side of the street

He said, "Sometimes I wonder if she really loved me, would she quit?"

And then it hit me

If my man back home really cared, why don't he?

We sat in silence just staring ahead

Both with lovers that don't give a damn

He loved me though he never had me

He showed me what I deserve

I often think about him and hope he's happy with her

He never touched me

He never felt my skin

He loved me though he never had me

I'll never feel so loved again

Loved again

Loved again

Oh he never touched my lips

Never touched my skin

I'll never feel so loved again

I was only 19

He was high on methamphetamines