permanence Lyrics

Can you still see a light in my eyes

I need you to tell me I'm alive

I can still feel all our goodbyes

Can you still see a light in my eyes

Do you relive all the chances to back out

Do you wish I ever held a shred of doubt

Around the edges sharp and dull

Around the window reflections

Around the bated breaths I took that led us here

I can't help but feel a little left behind

I can't help but feel like a waste of your time

I know there's nothing left to do I know you loved me how you could

But I hate feeling like some wrinkle in your life

Tell me I'm alive

In your life will you remember far behind

The touches under the table how you loved my eyes

Its fine

I'll be alright

I say to myself face in the mattress

You told me you felt witnessed for the first time

I would kill to be a figment of your mind

Oh to never be forgotten what a life

I'd kill to be a permanence

A picture frame you'd treasure it

I'd kill to have a purpose to my time

I can't help but feel a little left behind

I can't help but feel like a waste of your time

I know there's nothing left to do I know you loved me how you could

But I hate feeling like some wrinkle in your life

Tell me I'm alive

I'm going through the motions

Grasping at the things you left behind

It's not much but it's still mine

Deciphering your movements

You leave nothing to interpret

What does it say I hope we're crying at the

Same time

At the same time

At the same time