THE BEACH HOUSE (AN OMEN) Lyrics

I knew when you told me that your parents bought a vacation house on the lake

I knew when I heard about those festivals in June we wouldn't make it to May

I said I can't save you

You said why do you offer to

I said I don't know why I am this way

You said you never asked me to change

I said I wish I had stayed exactly the same

Months have passed and sure it's felt like ages since you have been gone

But I still feel the warmth of you in my bed as dusk turns into dawn

Still feel the way you smiled when I see others smile at their lovers

My friends don't understand cause they've never known someone

Like we knew each other

But I'm not your mother

Wish that I had been

Wish that I could be

I wish I could care

But I'm not your mother

I'm not your savior

Know that I could be

But what would that make me

Why do I have to be your mother

For you to want me

For you to see me

For you to just care

Why do I always have to therapize

To fit the way you fantasize

Til eventually you get tired

And leave me behind

I can't exist for you

And you can't exist for me

Go exist somewhere else

I can't exist for you

You can't exist for me

Go exist somewhere else

In a beach house I'll never see

I can't exist for you

You can't exist for me

Go exist far away

In a beach house I'll never see

I can't exist for you

You can't exist for me

Hope you find your peace of mind

In a beach house I'll never see

I want my first love back

I want all those hugs back

Wanna undo all the love we shared

So I never have to be scared

At least I know for my next one

I'll be prepared