Lullaby (Extended Version) Lyrics

I used to never wanna be around you

I didn't even wanna do this song, yeah

I tried my first molly in a brown coupe

Since then, I've always had this wild fear that

I would become a rockstar, end up in a cop car

And never even make it to see twenty-two

Now, I'm older than Juice, yeah

It's funny how life works

The dreams we all fear are always coming true

It's alright baby, I take one day at a time

I'll just live my life with or without you

Tried to do my best and keep y'all impressed

With these tattooed hands and one on my neck

So maybe I could sing another lullaby

Give you this final breath as a kiss goodbye

Or maybe I could make you all just feel the vibe

As another punk, every lighter in the sky cuz

Fuck no, I don't belong here

And I really don't care cuz I don't even like y'all anyway

I know it's been a long year

So why don't we all cheer

Forget about the bullshit, anyway

Fuck no, I don't belong here

And I really don't care cuz I don't even like y'all anyway

I know it's been a long year

So why don't we all cheer

Forget about the bullshit, anyway

No denying every drop of ice up in my veins

Slice my wrist while watching crystals float away

Cuz that's the shit it's been like, my own methamphetamine

(My own methamphetamine)

Blowing smoke in mirrors, picture can't get any clearer, time to face the facts

I died many years ago and I don't think I'm coming back

Devil on my shoulder killed the angel no more other half

He's the reason why my wicked soul is finally jet black

And I don't see a reason for me coming home

I guess I'm better off with me here on my own

So maybe I could sing another lullaby

Or maybe I could kiss the sky

Fuck no, I don't belong here

And I really don't care cuz I don't even like y'all anyway

I know it's been a long year

So why don't we all cheer

Forget about the bullshit, anyway

Fuck no, I don't belong here

And I really don't care cuz I don't even like y'all anyway

I know it's been a long year

So why don't we all cheer

Forget about the bullshit, anyway

I used to never wanna be around you

Didn't even wanna do this song, yeah

Tried my first molly in a brown coupe

Since then, I've had this wild fear that

I think I'm crossing the border from selling my soul to becoming the devil himself

Maybe one day, if I ever wake up then I'll realize, there isn't a heaven or hell

Cuz I could be god, I could be satan

I could destroy the whole world and just end it

I could be killing the population with a flick of the wrist and just shatter the planet

I spend a lot of nights planning on how to go make my escape and cut off all the lights

You couldn't offer support, if you showed me the path of the righteous, I'd still roll the dice

Snake eyes, cutting off brake lights, dammit it's game time where the hell should I begin

Cutting all power lines and you out of time cuz it's the end

I don't belong here