PAIN I FELT Lyrics

All this pain, i done felt No one to blame, I done did this to myself

Yeah, I been prayin', asking God, can he help me

Look in the mirror, I could barely see myself Like, is you hearin' me or am I prayin' for

my health

Say, I been travelin' down this long road for a long time

Niggas don't wanna see me up, they'd rather see me down

Steaddy tryin' to dim my light, but somehow I'm still shinin

Get it out the mud, I know one day I'll be shinin

I swear, last night was the last time I cried in silence

Do you hear me cryin'

They don't see me tryin' Lately, I been humble, I ain't tryin' result

judge me from my past life, damn, that shit tragic

I thought you believed in me, man, tell me what just happened

Life a disaster, need peace in this madness Don't know where to find it, but it soothes

me when I'm rappin' I didn't see my daughter in some months

I'm poppin' perky after perky got me numb' I know I said I quit, but I been pourin' up, yeah

Been through so much that I been tryna live it up, yeah

When I was down, these niggas laugh, but now they upset

And every time they conversatin', I'm the subject

No, I don't fuck with these lil' niggas, they all suspect

Yeah, I done been through so much, I done had enough, yeah

All this pain, I done felt No one to blame, I done did this to myself

Yeah, I been prayin', askin', God, can he help me

Look in the mirror, I could barely see myself Like, is you hearin' me, or am I prayin' for my health

Said I been travelin' down this long road for a long time

Niggas don't wanna see me up, they'd rather see me down

Steady tryin' to dim my life, but somehow I'm still shinin

Get it out the mud, I know one day I'll be shinin

I swear last night was the last time I cried in silence

Do you hear me cryin'? They don't see me tryin

I swear last night was the last time I cried in silence

I swear last night was the last time I cried in silence