Bangin My Head Lyrics

And it's ugly enough that you had to watch me self harm what does that do?

I'm puttin cuts in my arm

banging my head against the wall in the bathroom

because I had to

Fucking me up when I remember all the ways I looked passed you

when I had you

I'm at the point where whenever I hear your name I'm breaking down and I can't keep sane

And it hurts my heart and it hurts my brain

Hurts my heart it hurts my brain

I'm tearing up in the mirror at the end of the day

I feel like a clown and I'm not okay

Keeping you around takes the pain away

I don't know what I would do if you weren't with me

Ugly enough that you had to watch me self harm what does that do?

I'm puttin cuts in my arm

bangin my head against the wall in the bathroom

because I had to

Out of my mind out of supplies out of time out of cash too

and then I lost you

Spending my life on the mother fucking defense

I'm in the deep end

Spending my nights trying to drink away the feelings

That wasn't healing

Might require a miracle

Got high highs I've got low lows

On my lonely stride back home I think I feel I think I know

Might require a miracle

Got high highs I've got low lows

On my lonely stride back home

I think I feel

I think I know

Might require a miracle

Got high highs I've got low lows

On my lonely stride back home

I think I feel

I think I know

Might require a miracle

Got high highs I've got low lows

On my lonely stride back home

I think I feel I think I know