ode to my room Lyrics

And I've complained for so long even the ceiling doesn't stare back anymore

I've been rotting away, when my body decays there'll be an indent in my shape

On the mattress that I've had since I was five or six years old

And I'll lay there till they take me to the morgue

I just sit here doing nothing all day

I couldn't be bothered to care but that's so lame of me to say

And I don't even have nightmares anymore

I just wait until my eyes are forced to close

The decorations can't hide the misery in these walls

As the tape starts to peel and the scars fade

The paper lamp that's ripped but I won't ever replace it

Cause I'm a hoarder like my mom

So I guess she's the one to blame

The paint that's on the walls doesn't even look blue anymore

And the popcorn ceiling's chipping as we speak

And I don't even cry anymore

I just stare up at that ceiling, guess that's why it's tired of me

I wanna fly

But I can't even bring myself to jump

And I don't wanna die

I just want some peace and quiet