Top Of The List Lyrics

I feel a breath on my neck

And I'm convinced that you're standing behind me

This would be the first time

I've seen you in an eternity

You know I've been thinking about you

So maybe you came for a visit

But I have never seen a ghost before

It isn't possible, is it?

Of all the deceased I'd want to see most

You are the top of the list

Of all of the voices, the touches, the smiles

Yours is the greatest I've missed

But when I turn around nobody is there

Have I got my hopes up for nothing?

Is it just some deceiving wind

Or somehow your fingertips brushing?

I have so much to tell you

So much I haven't gotten to say

I hope in some afterlife, I'll see you

But it would be so much better today

Of all the deceased I'd want to see most

You are the top of the list

Of all of the voices, the touches, the smiles

Yours is the greatest I've missed

I guess I'll just have to wait longer

To see if there's some kind of reunion

And in the mean time bear the burden

Of what it means to be human