Mind's Echo Lyrics

I'm wishing everyone the best

But we're at different stages

Same chapter, but I'm guessin' we're on different pages

Hard to feel creative when you've been unmotivated

For those who've waited

I just wanna thank you for your patience

No time for that, doing numbers on Spotify

They asking me where I'm at

So for them I gotta try

If only you could see these memories that I'm haunted by

I dropped a project then right after watched my father die

I realize that we were not the closest

Hands over my eyes, tryna hide my emotions

Door was left wide open, I didn't get to close it

Didn't get to say goodbye, there was no diagnosis

Probably cried an ocean

Probably tried so many times to ease my mind by getting high

But now I'm feeling hopeless

I think I'm losing focus

Life keeps passing me by, sometimes I forget to notice

This might be the realest record that I've ever wrote

If I don't get this off of my chest, then I can't expect to grow

Am I doing the work, let the record show

Did my regrets hinder my success

I guess we'll never know

Now

Gotta get this off my chest, can't hold on any longer

First girl I ever had, I went and cheated on her

Stick around, I didn't even bother

To get it off the ground

You need someone on the other side of that teeter-totter

I think it's crazy that I've dropped nothing

In five years and my numbers are still jumpin'

I think that's sayin somethin'

I'm in a different space

It's not my place to judge em

I'm not saying I'm a saint, cause I still make assumptions

I'm blessed, I read every message

To be honest, the reception of Clean Slate was so unexpected

Till I dropped that record, I never felt connected

Didn't realize there were so many lives that I affected

Be all I can be for my family, they my ride or die

I can't deny the external force I've been guided by

I'm making money, but there's some things I cannot provide

Mom is 74 and still works a 9-to-5

When life starts to plummet, feel it in your stomach

Sniffin' lines, chasin' a high, could've died from it

Had some people on my side to help me rise above it

I'm so blessed to know my guys, let's keep it 900