pilgrim Lyrics

I don't know what I done told you

Loved me and I let you go

I promised as I left your hold

I couldn't be your centrefold no

I don't know if I know you

I know you left me low

In excess and overflow

It never seems to slow

I gave you something from me that I'll never get back

If I see you again then I'll need a jet pack

To get me high as a kite so I crash on impact

Coz you left me nowhere with nothing to keep me intact again

Just feel me collapse again

Coz I still see you in my dreams

Ain't that a thing

I bite my tongue and lose my teeth

I don't know what it means

I'm tearing at my seams

I just freed up my whole week to

Pay my sleep debt and seethe

Why won't you leave me be

I can't breathe

Don't lean on me

I could make you hate

Make you hate me

Every time I touch my phone

I worry that I'll slip and I'll let you know

How I really feel about you

Terrified I'll live without you

I try to fight but with my hollow bones

I break take to flight and forsake my home

Soar until my wings turn smoke

Flew too close to test my hope

Think Imma Flatline I need sleep

I been hittin' up your timeline high on caffeine

Trynna get my mind right like I can't please ya

Nourishing a para-parasite

Wishing I was never therapised

I could live it like I'm never terrified

I could be dreaming of a para-paradise

Thinking you were never ever mine

Coz I still see you in my dreams

Ain't that a thing

I bite my tongue and lose my teeth

I don't know what it means

I'm tearing at my seams

I just freed up my whole week to

Pay my sleep debt and seethe

Why won't you leave me be

I can't breathe

Don't lean on me

I could make you hate

Make you hate me

I can't breathe

Don't lean on me

I could make you hate

Make you hate me

I can't breathe

Lean on me

I hate me

Coz I still see you in my dreams

Ain't that a thing

I bite my tongue and lose my teeth

I don't know what

I don't know what

Why won't you leave me be