Monsters Lyrics

Monsters in my head and they're always yelling at me

I'm afraid to lay down and attempt to go to sleep

With monsters underneath me

I fell in love with a monster under my bed

Monsters in my head, I'm so loud

I can barely think, I can't escape

From these monsters that are reaching for me

Monsters in my head, they are eating me

I got a monster in me and he hungry

He been on my bed like I owe him some money

But I'm broke so I pay it in blood, homie

Still in the same old rut, looking for the same old fuck

I ain't never had, I'm an inch away from going mad

And strangling a bitch for talking back

Sorry, that's the monster in me, baby

Maybe now you learn how to act

I don't wanna have to beat your ass

Don't push me, I can't hold the monster back

Try to keep my distance because he come out whenever I get mad

He always trying to remind me of my past

And exactly who I am

Try to run from him but he's just too fast, nah

Had to keep my cool when I was dealing with you

Yeah, I'm about to flash

Let's have hate sex and let our monsters mash

Dancing with the devil, yeah, that's a monster dash

Up a couple of days, I hope this monster crash

Wake up thinking I'm straight, but now the fucking hunger back

Wasn't like the music like before, so

I'ma hang back and drink until the next morning

I wake up with a fucking hangover so bad it's like torture

But it ain't as bad as the guilt that hang over

My head or that damn monkey that hang on my back

Only get violent cause I love you, girl

Do you love me back

Just ignore the red flags

Who ain't got em

Who ain't got some monster that they hiding

Who ain't got some demons inside of them that they fighting

Fucking night terrors and ankle biters

Disgusted at the image staring me at the mirror the night after

Monsters in my head

And they always yelling at me

I'm afraid to lay down

And attempt to go to sleep

With the monsters

Underneath me

I fell in love with a monster under my bed

Monsters in my head

So loud I can barely think

I can't escape from

These monsters that are reaching for me

Monsters in my head

And they are eating me

My soul shattered, yeah, my body tattered

A nobody, an addict, added up this shit

Keep telling me, but it ain't math

And shotgun under the mattress

Shoot the ceiling out, knock the wounds out

Addict, I'm backwards trying to find some hoe to get after

Look, I was born a bastard

Mom didn't love my daddy

And the mutual feelings caused me to grow up

A little disaster

Grace of God picked me up

And put all my shingles up

And put a roof on me

Cause I ain't got a clue on what to do

Or where to go, homie

Or how to move

It's only myself and I

And it's lonely in this bitch, so

Put me in the game, coach

I'm tired of warming this bitch

Partner up with sin and pride

Like I actually give a shit on what's wrong and what's right

What's black and what's right

Nigga, my world gray

Ain't no escape

Wonder when I change

Cause I wasn't like this way back in the day

Now I'm back in the game

Waiting on some force to come to save me

Saving grace

Hold on to faith

Let salvation come

And put an end to this reign