SELF INFLICTED ft. Beautiful Beats Lyrics

The cigarettes drown out the pain

And they melt away the ice

that's inside of my veins

I always tell myself that I'm gonna make change

But it's never gonna happen

and that's okay

Yeah, that's okay

At least that's what I tell myself when I'm in a rage

When I'm stuck with just my thoughts and feel like I'm in a cage

Got these self-inflicted wounds I wish that I could erase

I can't start another book when I'm still stuck on this page

Still stuck on this page

Still stuck on this page, page, page

Yeah, yeah, yeah

I don't know why but I never let go

Soak in the pain when I'm drinking alone

Sit like a rock, now I'm skipping the stone

Told me I'd never be good on my own

Stay in the ring when I'm losing the fight

Walk through the dark when I don't see the light

I don't know why but I think that I'm fine

Even though part of me just wanna die

I don't think that I'll make it out

Climbing up but then fall back down

Now I sit and just wonder how

I ended up on my best friend's couch

I'm most alone when I'm in the crowd

Wish I could make my own damn self proud

Should take a breath but I'm running out

The cigarettes drown out the pain

And they melt away the ice

that's inside of my veins

I always tell myself that I'm gonna make change

But it's never gonna happen and that's okay

Yeah, that's okay

At least that's what I tell myself when I'm in a rage

When I'm stuck with just my thoughts and feel like I'm in a cage

Got these self-inflicted wounds I wish that I could erase

I can't start another book when I'm still stuck on this page