if i'm being honest.. Lyrics

Ain't no pain ain't rain in the summer time

Seasons changes and fall coming from the eyes

Fantasy is where we live in the city right

No matter how it is show em its perfect right

They get to trippin every single time I say I might

Tell me how me you want me dead when I gave you life

Tell me how it's love when you do shit outa spite

I been acting like daughter hit em w the uh uh

Too many women w no father tryna tell men something

If he wanna be there let him be there time for you to grow up

I just always been that nigga that'll get shit done

You got friends that fall off well at least where I'm from

Make amends and cordial enough to something done

If you don't wanna hear the truth well then I won't say nun

People be so naïve they can never smell when they bluffin

Been in a mood like I wish a nigga would say something

A lot shit that I been a lot people can't stomach

I wrote this here on the death anniversary of my uncle

And ain't seen most of cousins every since he went under

I remember that day vividly

Fresh off the clock on the way to Winston to go hear Jada sing

Riding down 74 in Belmont and that phone ring

It was bout 3:30 when my pop hit me and told me

Probably what had brought the second wind of the cold me, forreal

I be hearing what they telling me while showing me different

I'll admit that I passed up on a few good women

I would name names but it's best I don't mention

If I could go back in time a lot things would different

Yeah you could've broke that curse but you was on what they on

You should probably thank the nigga that made this song

Still got the receipt of her rose gold bling two tone

Know I say it's all love but the respect long gone

Right now I wish life was a fantasy

Friends turnt to enemies

Baby momma slander me

Like bump my mental sake

nigga can't catch a break

They just be throwing bait

I hit em w the solo

Like we already ate

Somehow it's always thrown on me like I can't hold my weight

Only niggas in my section is me and some greats

Couple niggas came sideways had to set em straight

Old teammate went all pro with the real estate

I'm always keep it thuggin as life keep harder

Now I gotta choose peace for my son and my daughter

They brighten up every day as they keep getting darker

Praying for the world we done got too far from our father

A few showed they true colors when I didn't go college

Know niggas that's rich and know that they ain't no scholar

And every since I been a jit I been all bout a dollar

Only thing missing right now in my life is a partner