When the Facade Breaks Lyrics

Maybe it's the best I can do

Maybe I'm fine

Maybe I need a nap

And then I'll get on by

Is it me or is it getting too cruel?

Every time I say I'll figure it out

Feels like I'm lying

'Cause what is enough, and what is my all, and what is in love?

I got some friends I'm too busy for, they're calling my bluff

I got a life I'm too little for, could swallow me up

Somehow I manage, so they say

And then I laugh it off like

I put on my friend's song feeling envy, call it pride

Wish I had it in me to make something so light

Don't know why I thought the shit I write would matter to someone

The sum of my faults have no bite

But I guess I keep on humming to keep moving along

And I guess I keep on moving as a way to prolong

That feeling pressing up around me blocking out every wrong

And when they slip through, I can somehow laugh it off like

I don't mean to disengage

I don't mean to be ungrateful

I don't mean it real or fake

I simply am not

Never was and never will be, I am nowhere all at once

When I shrink into myself, I know I do it like no one

I can disappear, I can disappear for real

But do you want me here, do you want me here for real?

And when you see me who do you see? Do I look like me at all?

What do I sound like? Can you smell the fear and taste every flaw?

I can disappear, I can disappear for real

Why do you keep me here? Keep me just to laugh it off like

And then I laugh it off like

See me laugh it off like

And then I laugh it off like, like, like

Maybe it's the best I can do

Maybe it's no use

Before you get through, you gotta first get by

And when the facade breaks my name isn't me, but for me it's my life

Name is a cheap tulle costume scratching behind

Name is unfinished, untouched, and all mine

Name is a haphazard reminder for

When the facade breaks my name isn't me, but for me it's my life

Name is a cheap tulle costume scratching behind

Name is unfinished, untouched, and all mine

Name is a haphazard reminder for

When the facade breaks my name isn't me, but for me

Name is a cheap tulle costume scratching

Name is unfinished, untouched, and all

Name is a haphazard reminder