- Genre:Acoustic
- Year of Release:2024
Lyrics
I stopped seeing sad as a color when they gave me drugs
I'm all broken they said, torn up like a hurricane
Used to care so much now I'm dull
Like an old knife sitting on the windowsill
Gentrified my life 'til I'm clean like the suburbs
Wash your mouth with soap
Scrub your hands of mud
Take a shot of hope
Drink it down real good
Be the good big brother
In the neighborhood
When you pray don't choke
On the devil's blood
But I miss that feeling I get
That feeling that everything's fucked in the end
It's a wound needs healing they said
Needs healing but I don't want medicine
When they called this hell fresh air cause I'm not drowning they lied
I just want to find some goddamn peace before I die
Before I die
There's a cold little cave in my head where the corpses go
And my thoughts leave shadows on the walls when they dance in my nightmares
I'm all smiles when the doctor calls
But it's a low bar being functional
Keep that crazy inside bottled up like a molotov
Cut your hair you freak
Get your life on track
Boy you're not unique
You're a psychopath
Better act the fool
Like an amnesiac
Or you'll soon drop dead
Of a heart attack
But I miss that feeling I get
That feeling that everything's fucked in the end
It's a wound needs healing they said
Needs healing but I don't want medicine
When they called this hell fresh air cause I'm not drowning they lied
I just want to find some goddamn peace before I die
Before I die….ahh
Ahh...ahh
Ahh...ahh
Ahh
Welcome, Richard Zihan Peng
Please be seated
Your demons will be with you shortly
Do not attempt to leave
Or you will be disintegrated
Thank you for playing life
His dark majesty appreciates your patronage
But I miss that feeling I get that feeling I
I miss that feeling I get that feeling I
I miss that feeling I get that feeling I
I miss that feeling I get that feeling I
But I miss that feeling I get
That feeling that everything's fucked in the end
It's a wound needs healing they said
Needs healing but I don't want medicine
When they called this hell fresh air cause I'm not drowning they lied
I just want to find some goddamn peace before I die
Before I