If I Don't Laugh, I'll Cry ft. Eli Graf Lyrics

I keep a little distance, call it self-protection

Don't want you to see my scars

I could give a million reasons but I'll keep them

So I can glue the broken parts

And now we're grown up, messed up

Thinking bout a life that is not just tough love

What if we survive all the madness, chaos

But it's just too late and there's no us

If I don't laugh, I'll cry

What if the best days have already passed by

A hard truth but I'm stuck in denial

We both know its easier to say I'm fine, cause

If I don't laugh, I'll cry

What if the wings on my back weren't made to fly

Every time I jump part of me dies

On stage performing the storyline

But I don't wanna

Band-aids never did it for me

Cause I can see the blood seep through

Cause you never let a wound heal, beat me back down

So I just end up black and blue

And now we're grown up, messed up

Thinking bout a life that is not just tough love

What if we survive all the madness, chaos

But it's just too late and there's no us

If I don't laugh, I'll cry

What if the best days have already passed by

A hard truth but I'm stuck in denial

We both know its easier to say I'm fine, cause

If I don't laugh, I'll cry

What if the wings on my back weren't made to fly

Every time I jump part of me dies

On stage performing the storyline

But I don't wanna

Just don't get to close to me I'm scared that you will see

The way that I see me, the way that I see me

Just don't get to close to me I'm scared that you will see

The way that I see me, the way that I see me

If I don't laugh, I'll cry

What if the best days have already passed by

A hard truth but I'm stuck in denial

We both know its easier to say I'm fine, cause

If I don't laugh, I'll cry

What if the wings on my back weren't made to fly

Every time I jump part of me dies

On stage performing the storyline

But I don't wanna

Cry no more, cry no more

Cry no more, cry no more, cry no more

Cry no more, cry no more

Cry no more, cry no more, cry no more

If I don't laugh, I'll cry