My Apology Lyrics

Nah, this some real shit, man

Fuck my lighter at, man

Back in my past, a young niggas been hurt

I had no way of dealing with the pain

So I let it sit and then It got worse

Feel like everyday I walk in the rain

Miss all my niggas,that road in the hearse

Live day to day with a smile on my face

was Prayin' my niggas was beatin' the case

If you do some nut shit, bro, you can't leave a trace

That shit messed me up when I got all the news about Pops

I was payin', them niggas was trippin'

Four months prior, I lost one of my niggas

That shit hit the guts

like man we was just chillin'

Two months after, we got the news

About Kera that shit made me tear up

Takin' my pain out on shorty

I promise I am truly sorry

Been missin' my niggas, dead and alive

When I get upset, put a spliff in the sky

Don't love like them other niggas

that she fuck with, but I don't want love

It's just pain in disguise

Don't know how to cope, so I love to get high

Take a few taps and just look at the sky

I ain't think about the times

Me and Mari used to play on the field man that shit was a time

I done fumbled my shorty because of my mental

I swear at the time, couldn't handle my mind

I been regrettin' it takin' this medicine

Hopin' to talk and someday just rewind

Fuck all that cryin' shit

Back on this grindin' shit

Puttin' my life up inside of these rhymes

Remember the days

Used to laugh on the phone

But now we're in present time

You don't hit up my line

Grew up with niggas

that ain't comin' home

Been havin' some dreams that we talk on the phone

I'm tryna put on, so I gotta perform

She said she an angel, but why she got horns

Pushin' the V when that bitch is in sport

He tried to pass me, but he came up short

Got all my niggas

Whatever they do

You know I'm a ride, bitch

I'm gonna support

Gonna support

Damn

Gettin' so hot, I'm like, pass me the torch

Back in the day, did they care about my actions

Damn

I think I just found my passion

Hop in the booth and they sayin' I'm spazzin'

When I'm alone, I be swervin' through traffic

Heart really broke so no girl you can have it

Turned my phone off, so no, bitch, you can't track it

I just been feelin' pain

Prayin', askin' God for some better days

Can you please take this hurt away

Cause lately, some days, I been feelin' strange

From these niggas I need a break

Cause lately, all these niggas been acting fake