State of Affairs Lyrics

Here I am again

The moon is bright, cigarette in hand

A parasitic bliss

Well, it's been a while, let's start with this

I know I'm making progress every day

I know I've got more than one thing goin' my way

And I've been feelin' fine, a hopeful sign, but that doesn't change the fact that I

Have been fallin' even further behind,

My grades are fucked, and I'm wasting so much time

On silly little things, regretful flings

With whatever'll get me by

(Breathe in,)

(Breathe out)

(Think back)

(Feel now)

And so I get to weighin' all of the odds

I love myself, but I'm sick of my facades

I've gotta find a way, to be okay

With the state of affairs in play today

But I'm strugglin' to figure it out

I know I'm close, yet I'm filled with so much doubt

And so I end up here, where skies are clear

And the stars can choose to lend their ears