If I'm Being Honest Lyrics

I threw my dreams in a wishing well

Hoped someday they would find me out

But it's been too many years to count

And it feels silly how much it let me down

If I'm being honest I could use someone

All that hopeless romance just seems hopeless now

I'm not tired or angry, but I wish I was

Cus I'd love to feel anything but numb

If I, if I'm being honest, being honest

I hate, I hate being honest, being honest

I toughened up, I put a brave face on

But the face didn't match the heart

I tried some things to distract me from how much it let me down

I've been numbing out

If I'm being honest I could use someone

All that hopeless romance just seems hopeless now

I'm not tired or angry, but I wish I was

Cus I'd love to feel anything but numb

If I, if I'm being honest, being honest

I hate, I hate being honest, being honest

If I, if I'm being honest, being honest

I hate, I hate being honest

I tried to hide behind my smile

But every wall breaks over time

And make believe was killing me

Now I need to express my need

If I'm being honest I could use some help

I don't wanna do this life all by myself

If I'm being honest I could use someone

All that hopeless romance just seems hopeless now

I'm not tired or angry, but I wish I was

Cus I'd love to feel anything but numb

If I, if I'm being honest, being honest

I hate, I hate being honest, being honest

If I, if I'm being honest, being honest

I hate, I hate being honest