Ruin Me Lyrics

Been reading up on dreams and the laws of attraction

Been learning how to read tarot to get direction

Been drinking matcha tea and journaling my thoughts

Been learning how to grieve the things that never worked

Starting to learn that bigger doesn’t mean imperfect

Starting to love my body learning how to serve it

Oh what a change of pace I’m learning to say no

And when its not my place I’m learning to let go

But I’m still my losing keys, still losing my sleep

And I still hold on too tight to things I’m not meant to keep

And I still choke on my words when you ask about me

But it hurts less

And I bruise less

And I don’t let it ruin me

I’ve been telling everyone bout how I’m making progress

Really I’m so so lost and I’m still finding my purpose

Been speaking up for myself but been told to be gentle

Funny how when you start talking you become too sentimental

Oh I’m still my losing keys, still losing my sleep

And I still hold on too tight to things I’m not meant to keep

And I still choke on my words when you ask about me

But it hurts less

And I bruise less

And I don’t let it ruin me

Sometimes I am still a disaster

Cover myself in paint and plaster

I’m finding a voice of my own

A body that I can call home

And I’m still my losing keys, still losing my sleep

And I still hold on too tight to things I’m not meant to keep

And I still choke on my words when you ask about me

But it hurts less

And I bruise less

And I don’t let it ruin me