Mono Lyrics

It was once in me you found a home

And these days were not spent alone

The days turned into weeks

And now the silence speaks

It was once in me you found a home

Where did you go

The days turned into weeks

I think I'm out of time

You held the world in your hands

And you will never feel that peace again

The blank pages stared back at me

While my hand refused to write

I toss and turn so endlessly

On my mind but you're out of sight

There's no hope in a lost cause

I went to speak but my lips paused

Trapped within this old memory

Not allowed to say sorry

In the spring, I drank enough to kill my liver

In the summer, I took some pills to end it all

In the fall, the reaper failed to deliver

In the winter, the hospital made me feel so small

27 days deep in November

Just a few before the desolate December

Tell me would you still be proud of me

If you were here, if you saw what I turned out to be

I know, I'm not the only person

Who's lost the ones they loved

Can you spot the silver lining?

In a death so defining

Can't guide the youth when you're gone

I have these vices I act on

Don't need to see a body to face this guilt

The spring, it stings

The summer, hurts more

The fall, you'll lose it all

27 days deep in November

Just a few before the desolate December

Tell me would you be proud of me

If you were here, if you saw what I turned out to be

It's two now and I can't lose another

The guilt of living is pulling me under

Can you call it living when it's without you

Why won't you take me too