Stories of a misfit I Lyrics

Aw, you poor kid

Couple tails and a deep flow

Make em reload, tell em they like, oh wow

Emo with a beano and a beanie

Nightmares in a ghost town

Seed sown and I see growth

Cause I devote, rewrote from the whole crowd

Break free of the old me

All the voices in my head though I zone out

Yeah, I remember the younger me

Kinda overweight cause I would comfort eat

Played the class clown for the comedy

Started out figuring out something was wrong with me

Got into the wrong kind of company

On the surface I'm good but look underneath

Going through stuff leave em all in some unbelief

Started then starving myself and I'm hungry

I cannot, I cannot, I cannot think

Too many thoughts and I'm on a brink

I'm going under when I'm at the sink

Throwing up daily but don't know I'm sick

Halving my body weight was kinda easy

Cause I had this pain that I couldn't admit

Moving from house to house

How could I be found when I feel so lost in this pit

Felt so deep into a hole

Navigating myself thought it was gonna be a whole

Lot of pain, there's a hole lot of gold If I dig it deep enough

I'll see the bottom of the hole

And be whole once again

Hope's head to whatever the weather

She gonna be there whether we better

Whenever the devil tell me to give up and never let up

and give in to pressure, we gotta give it that effort

I know we got it together, it's like

Couple tails and a deep flow

Make em reload, tell em they like, oh wow

Emo with a beano and a beanie

Nightmares in a ghost town

Seed sown and I see growth

Cause I devote, rewrote from the whole crowd

Now I'm on a roll, I'm on a roll, I'm on a, I'm on a roll

All these negative thoughts, they try to resurrect

But I had to say no way, won't let em

Put a brave face on, tell my demons who the boss around here

Go pray, go get em

They thought I was given to the pressure but they didn't count on heaven stepping in and giving me a double blessing

Still they wanna tell me they owe me I'm never giving up, I'm gonna run, don't waste no second

Every time I threw up in the sink It was all about me and maintaining control

I get free of these patterns, I'll make it a goal And whatever may happen, I'm breaking the mould

I've been going in circles, I found me a purpose That gave me my worth and was saving my soul

So even though I know I'm riddled with burdens I'll get to the end and I'll find me some hope

All these chapters in my life left an aftermath

So remain with me on this fractured path

Cause I sense hope beyond these paragraphs

Where every pattern of despair, we dismantle that

And that is that