handful of sand ft. Loki Beckons Lyrics

I'm alone in my room, you're not thinking of me

There's a handful of sand where my brain used to be

And my eyes getting tired from the rivers that flow

I'm alone in a room that no longer is home

That's how it is for now

And I'm changing my whole wardrobe, paint my walls

That's how it is for now

And I cry a little more until I'm numb

I collect myself, one step at a time

'til I think of you

You saw me break and you didn't mind

Why do I miss you?

Those memories, I push them away

Can't hold on to you

Whatever you touched, it cannot stay

Need everything new

To

Get back, get back, get back to life

And I get back, get back, get back to life

I will get back, get back, get back to life

I will get back, slowly get back, I can get back

To life

Back to life

I'm alone in my room, you're not thinking of me

There's a handful of sand where my brain used to be

And my eyes getting tired from the rivers that flow

I'm alone in a room that no longer is home

That's how it is for now

And I'm changing my whole wardrobe, paint my walls

That's how it is for now

And I cry a little more until I'm numb

I'm alone in my room, you're not thinking of me

There's a handful of sand where my brain used to be

And my eyes getting tired from the rivers that flow

I'm alone in a room that no longer is home

No longer is home

No longer is home

No longer is home

No no longer